I could not put this book down! I have always wondered about the dark underbelly of sexual deviants, romanticizing the lifestyle of kinky people. I was suprised to find that what I thought I knew and what I discovered humbled me. We all have our kinks and secretive tendencies, but to be free enough to express those desires within a safe community is almost admirable.
This book was written as a page turner, yet another effect it has is a healthy sexual education. It changed my perspective and that by my standards is the mark of an exceptional author.

An intriguingly true narrative that weaves together themes of sexual curiosity and the relentless ambition of a young woman exploring NYC’s BDSM scene. Nikki offers an account that is both informative and intimate; her narrative style is open, insightful, and at times disarmingly direct.
The result is a reading experience that feels bold and genuine, giving you a close look at a world that usually stays out of sight while keeping the story grounded in real emotion and real stakes.